I think I’m losing the motivation to continue running this thing any longer, or writing anything at all. I’m just. Tired. And mainly overwhelmed by all the schoolwork that has gotten to me ever since starting high school. Plus all the other commitments I’ve made that make up the other 60% of my time other than sleeping, eating, homework, extra lessons, school.
And I’m sick D: so I’m definitely not in the mood to do anything at all, which sucks because all my homework and a quiz is due tomorrow. I’ll have to pull through with my pills and coffee.
If this works out, see you…soon. If it doesn’t, Dreamcatching was a really fun experience for me over the holidays.
Just a heads-up that I won’t be posting anything here within these few days. I have been caught up in a whirlwind of homework, tests, social life, family gatherings, food, long naps, extra lessons, Japanese, anime, Sims 3, Youtube, et cetera et cetera.
Chrome is awesome.
Chrome is absolutely amazing.
Chrome – the solver of all probelms
Chrome for President!
Don’t mind me, I’m just too happy that I can finally watch Youtube, Lifesimmer, TheFineBros and ScreenJunkies again.
I attended another beautiful gathering yet once again~
(it seems that I use ‘beautiful’ to describe all the gatherings I attend .-. I wonder why)
but nooooo it WAS fun being there with everyone even though I was giggly and high and had a bit of a lisp/mispronunciation problem going on throughout the whole thing. It was fun trying to tackle two people to the ground and tie them together using a rubber band chains so that they’d be handcuffed for life 😀 and using cheesy pick-up lines on each other and people who blush too easily and shipping people together and getting shipped with people and the guitar and dancing and phone-stealing and revenge and a whole lot of other things.
And when I left everyone including the guys hugged me (that shall be ticked off on my bucket list :D) and I left with warm, fuzzy memories :3
I’d like to know how it’s like to fall in love.
But now I’m home I have to do homework 3: and write my story :(:) and try desperately to develop my characters and MY GOD FINALIZE THEIR NAMES ALREADY SO YOU CAN WRITE and get my storyline straight. If anyone bothers to answer, here are a few questions I have about writing:
- How long should a chapter be? As in, approx. how many words/pages (on a Word document)?
- How long does it take for the pre-story planning process?
When I was younger I abused my worn-out copy or Kira-Kira by Cynthia Kadohata.
I read it so many times, especially when I was about ten and was literally obsessed with everything remotely Japanese. I loved Katie and Lyn and their relationship and Silly and Sammy and I hated Amber with a passion so ardent that the name still gives me bad vibes and I refuse to like it.
I haven’t touched that book in a long while now, but it was one of the reasons why I have liked Japan and its culture ever since.
and then today I listened to this Innocently Angelic song by Kana Hanagawa:
It’s. Shiori. It’s Shiori from TWGOK ohmygosh this lady just sang a song from my favorite manga and anime and it was beautiful, period. How could I not resist falling in love with it? How could I not? Plus Shiori is one of my favorite targets in the series (second only to Ayumi/Tenri).
you have to listen to it.
That matter aside, I just want to say something about a certain friend (ahem ahem Kia *cough* cough*) that I’ve been talking to a lot reaaaaaally recently. Talking to as in spamming. Gommenasai Kia-chan~ but really thanks so much for putting up with my stuff and pretending to be interested even though you weren’t really though or maybe you were I couldn’t tell. And supporting me throughout whatever I did. And forcing me to stay true to my task and pissing off Alex (I gave up on that fanfic in the end, guys. .-.). And telling me I was brave for defending someone (really, I wasn’t, maybe it was a little brave, but it was estupido).
And I love you. Not in the romantic way.
P.S. that was the most awkward confession ik
3 heaps of anger
A dash of confusion
2 teaspoons of the desire to punch somebody (specifically, said person who started the argument)
A Skype group chat
1. Toss the anger, confusion and desire to punch somebody in a mixing bowl.
2. Sift the mixture through the Skype group chat. Make sure mixture is fine.
3. Heat up the mixture at boiling temperature for fifteen minutes. Slowly, pour in hell and stir mixture until thick.
4. Let dish simmer for a few minutes, while adding vulgarities.
5. The dish is now ready to be served.
*note: this dish serves a very pissed-off tree, a meh sheepcat, the cool-calm-collected-but-not-really guy and the camwhore named after diapers.
I can’t believe it.
16 full days to go before MY BIRTHDAY~ WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
I’m currently trying to make Japanese flashcards.
And I’m confused. About a lot of stuff. And sad. Mostly guility. Kind of anger. Somewhat understanding.
How do you apologize to someone whom you called a ‘worthless piece of shit’?
I don’t think you know who I am in real life.